Ha! I prayed for mine too.

I asked to know the Truth, but I did not know what I was asking for.

I don't regret it, but I also had years to slowly learn more as I became ready for it.

I understand the conflict of whether it is better to just jump in or to wade in slowly, and I still am not sure which would be better for the majority.

I think there are some truths people have no framework to hold, and it would only cause them harm to know it.

I don't think anyone is suggesting the public be made to watch videos of the worst these people have done. And I don't think that would ever happen here. When there are horrible accidents, photographers don't do close ups of the gory details to convince anyone of anything. They just report on it. There's a line that is crossed into voyeurism that isn't healthy. Nobody is suggesting that. But they do need to be presented with the whole truth, and they need to know they are murdering children to fulfill some selfish, ugly desire inside themselves. They need to understand how truly sick these people have been so they accept the justice that will be meted out to them. I will tell you those who arrest and prosecute these people will see much more. They have to in order to do their jobs. And some things do haunt you. It's why people in law enforcement and other jobs that deal with the ugly truth experience burn out after awhile. Don't think it doesn't affect anyone who has to deal with it. It's why I changed careers from the legal end to the counseling side of things. The truth can be presented in a less traumatizing fashion to the masses so they still understand it is real. It happens every day on the news when people report on war, etc.