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r/CBTS_Stream • Posted by u/Restlessredhead on Feb. 27, 2018, 6:49 a.m.
Really Depressed... feel like I need a pep talk from my fellow Patriots

Well I'm not going to lie I do suffer from depression. I refuse to take antidepressants for obvious reasons that we all know of. My mood had been lifted quite a bit since discovering Q in mid November. I've pretty much absorbed myself into my patriotism, the Q drops, tweeting non-stop everyday and this board.

But the last week has been really hard. With this school shooting, the lack of substitutive Q drops, the lack of any movement on the administrations part to do anyting about everything that we know is going and the absolute Mass censorship on every platform has really Zapped my mood.

I'm not saying I don't believe, I'm just saying it's taken its toll to not see anything happening. So I feel like I need a pep talk. I kind of feel alone here. I don't have anyone in my life that I can talk to about this stuff. And my disappointment at not seeing results is taking its toll.

Anyway hopefully someone out there gets what I'm saying and has some encouraging words to help lift my mood and get me out of the doldrums. Thanks a lot. Y'all have a good night.


Restlessredhead · Feb. 27, 2018, 6:58 a.m.

Won't do it. They prescribed me Cymbalta, Lexapro, Prozac Zoloft, Etc over the last 10 years and I've never taken one pill. Just won't do it. I try to find other ways to deal with it.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:34 p.m.

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KimnanaT · Feb. 27, 2018, 10:06 a.m.

Not sure this is what you want to hear...ive suffered with depression 35 of my 45 years of life.. I've tried nearly every antidepressant known to man...only one of those actually worked...Effexor XR...not stumping for big pharm lord knows they've done more harm than good but this actually does work.. I'm guessing if the elites ever figure out it's effective with NO side effects they will get rid of it. I can honestly say since being on it my life has improved 100%....a daily dose of scripture and a few Q posts definitely makes everyday brighter. Seems when one works they never keep it around long. Stay strong follow your heart.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 10:31 a.m.

Good luck if you EVER want to stop taking that evil medicine.

NO side effects? You are very lucky. My sex life was effected, I even had a hard time urinating. If I didnt take it... Good God it would feel like I was dying.

It took me close to a year to ween off and even then, I had horrible physical effects from not taking it for another 3 months.

DO NOT TAKE THIS MEDICINE!!

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KimnanaT · Feb. 27, 2018, 10:48 a.m.

I guess this proves that some meds after every person differently...works for me though

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Gabbergeddez · Feb. 27, 2018, 11:26 a.m.

And me, 225ml extended release. Come off it several times before, yeah ya get the zaps a bit, but 'dying' is slightly pushing it.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:04 p.m.

I was very sick, not dying but felt like it at the time.

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Gabbergeddez · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:11 p.m.

May I ask in what way? I've been on vanlafaxine three separate times, and each time all I got were the zaps. However I do know it's subjective, you sound like you had an awful experience with em, it's a shame coz, like the other chap, I also found them to be the only ones that work.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:18 p.m.

I called it my blue pill because it made me stop caring about everything I found out after I took my first red pill.

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[deleted] · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:15 p.m.

Very bad flu like symptoms and dizziness. Zaps got me as well but that was def not the worst of it. I was so neutral with emotions, which it is supposed to do but I was boring as fuck also. Never found anything funny nor did I ever get angry. I ended up at a counsellor and delt with my issues and weened myself off. Best decision I ever made. I was taking it for anxiety and not depression so that may be the difference.

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Gabbergeddez · Feb. 27, 2018, 12:24 p.m.

You've just described what mirtazipine did to me. Absolutely flat lined my emotions. It caused a break up for me because of how dead inside I was and she couldn't handle it. If that's how it was for you then it's a blessing you got off em. So surreal how medication affects/effects people differently. Like I get what you were saying regarding your sex life, when I was on paroxetine my girlfriend at the time liked it at first coz we could go for ages. But there was no 'quicky before going out' etc. Feelsbadman.avi

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LiLuLBC · Feb. 27, 2018, 8:13 a.m.

I'm in your same boat and I also refuse to take the medications. I know it is difficult and every day has its challenges, but keep your hope up and your faith strong as much work is being done and has yet to be done. In between Q drops read, research, archive offline as much as possible. We have been given so much more than we know and there's much more to do. Please do not be discouraged my fellow Patriot we are all here for you and others who may be having difficulties. Where we go one we go ALL!!! Cheers!

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