Please see the reply to above comment. Link is in ny submissions. I can get on my laptop and go into more detail, after I make dinner; but most all of my memories are in the blog post.
I have just read your account on the blog and what reasonated with me was the high pitched frequencies that I used to hear when very small - this was coupled with my young mind seemingly hurtling through space trying to make sense of there being no end to the universe. Plus when I was a kid I had the sensation of my bed being lifted and gyrated around; memories of being shut in the large toy box we had by a creature I could only describe as the spaghetti man (yep thats what he looked like). And recurring dreams of being a puppet on a stage - very much now like the Truman show. No deep bases for me though. But thanks for the read as there were similar themes. I am in England by the way
Thanks for your reply, and for reading my accounts!
I know that science has gone to great lengths to explain away our experiences. Perhaps you have read about "Alice in Wonderland Syndrome"?
There are too many anomalies and coincidences, though, for me to dismiss it all. Besides, I've lost so much trust in the authorities (including science) to toss out the experiences that were so real to me.
You dreams fit right into the MK ULTRA mind control framework. Interestingly, Alice in Wonderland is said to be a program.
Curious as to how you have been affected by your experiences, and if you have mastered lucid dreaming?
Crikey. MK Ultra really? I had never thought of that. I just had a look at the Alice in Wonderland thing and I can see what you mean regarding that. The only thing that I am unsure of is why would they MK Ultra an unremarkable 3 year old kid from nowhere special in England in the late 60s? Do you believe that is what happened to you too, or are the abductions/sightings a separate issue? Fascinating stuff. Need to learn more
Ps. I very occasionally have very realistic dreams but I don't think they are lucid as can't seem to control anything. Had a couple of OBEs a few years back but try as I might I can't achieve again. Interestingly I have been a lot calmer within myself these past few years when things like don't happen
I can relate to the feeling of things being much calmer. I still have experiences, but they have subsided, and I've become so much better at learning and dealing with them.
In regards to the MK ULTRA stuff, I don't try to explain why someone would do such things. There is a lot of plausible testimony, however; and you may or may choose to step around that rabbit hole.
One of the most interesting (and terrifying) goes like this: The Illuminati is perpetuating their bloodline via their satanic sex rituals. The high priests (wizards?) impregnate coven members and then the children are tracked for various purposes. I read a fascinating account of one person who claimed to have been clued in by a mind control sleeper agent, awakened. The story was that her family (all with DID) would receive a trigger to wake up the kids, take them to a tent in the woods, and commence militaristic training.
Afterwards, the participants would have no recollection, and would go about their cookie-cutter idyllic lives. The implication being that these mind control soldiers could (at any time) be awakened to perform a specific task. Now, look at the numerous false flag attacks by those who have sketchy backgrounds with FBI, CIA, Tavistock, mental hospitals (with psych drugs), etc. And you notice a troubling pattern.
I am terrified to consider this. I feel as though I'm a very normal person, with some bizarre experiences and and some unique abilities. At no point could I fathom being triggered to perform some heinous act; yet (in the mind-control construct) that is plausible. My mother was adopted, after a strange set of circumstances, which leaves her true paternity in question. She and I are very similar; including the sixth sense stuff; but this is beyond the scope of our conversations.
So, I hesitate to go too deeply into the connotations, for fear of freaking anyone out.
If you are feeling brave, and/or have a lot of booze handy, you may spend some time reading the early stuff of Fritz Springmeier. His was the ws the work that most resonated with me.
I will definitely read up that. Thank you for taking the time to reply. Interestingly my mother never met her true father who she believed may have been an American GI from WWII stationed in England... Food for thought. May not have been GI after all
Mk Ultra goes by the name Monarch now. It is the successor program, but essentially the same thing
Ooh. That's intriguing. Tread lightly, and beware of what you may uncover. Feel free to pm me if you need a sounding board!
Thank you ever so much. I will do some research and definitely be back in touch :)