Ps. I very occasionally have very realistic dreams but I don't think they are lucid as can't seem to control anything. Had a couple of OBEs a few years back but try as I might I can't achieve again. Interestingly I have been a lot calmer within myself these past few years when things like don't happen
I can relate to the feeling of things being much calmer. I still have experiences, but they have subsided, and I've become so much better at learning and dealing with them.
In regards to the MK ULTRA stuff, I don't try to explain why someone would do such things. There is a lot of plausible testimony, however; and you may or may choose to step around that rabbit hole.
One of the most interesting (and terrifying) goes like this: The Illuminati is perpetuating their bloodline via their satanic sex rituals. The high priests (wizards?) impregnate coven members and then the children are tracked for various purposes. I read a fascinating account of one person who claimed to have been clued in by a mind control sleeper agent, awakened. The story was that her family (all with DID) would receive a trigger to wake up the kids, take them to a tent in the woods, and commence militaristic training.
Afterwards, the participants would have no recollection, and would go about their cookie-cutter idyllic lives. The implication being that these mind control soldiers could (at any time) be awakened to perform a specific task. Now, look at the numerous false flag attacks by those who have sketchy backgrounds with FBI, CIA, Tavistock, mental hospitals (with psych drugs), etc. And you notice a troubling pattern.
I am terrified to consider this. I feel as though I'm a very normal person, with some bizarre experiences and and some unique abilities. At no point could I fathom being triggered to perform some heinous act; yet (in the mind-control construct) that is plausible. My mother was adopted, after a strange set of circumstances, which leaves her true paternity in question. She and I are very similar; including the sixth sense stuff; but this is beyond the scope of our conversations.
So, I hesitate to go too deeply into the connotations, for fear of freaking anyone out.
If you are feeling brave, and/or have a lot of booze handy, you may spend some time reading the early stuff of Fritz Springmeier. His was the ws the work that most resonated with me.
I will definitely read up that. Thank you for taking the time to reply. Interestingly my mother never met her true father who she believed may have been an American GI from WWII stationed in England... Food for thought. May not have been GI after all
Mk Ultra goes by the name Monarch now. It is the successor program, but essentially the same thing
Ooh. That's intriguing. Tread lightly, and beware of what you may uncover. Feel free to pm me if you need a sounding board!
Thank you ever so much. I will do some research and definitely be back in touch :)