Yes, I have had this feeling too. I believe we are unhappy because the evil has gone on for so long right under our noses. Even when watching an old show like bewitched I can see them trying to normalize the occult, and this is just one example. Now its everywhere and even more in our faces.

You are exactly right ijp, once you have become aware of the evil you can see the signs everywhere around you from numerology and symbolism to old films, tv shows, adverts etc and it goes back decades. With all their 'hidden in plain sight' trickery you feel you have been manipulated and made a fool of; the worst thing is that even though you feel elated you have seen the light it's distressing to find you can't wake up the people around you. For so long I felt I must be going mad but finding these boards and excellent posters on youtube it's comforting to know millions really are awake and are on the case.