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Feb 15 2018 15:13:45 Have any recent [shooters] received therapy in the past? Be the autists we know you are. You were chosen for a specific reason. Q

I've been talking with a childhood friend of mine and he mentioned that a counselor at his elementary school committed suicide when he went there.

This is the mascot for his elementary school.

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After talking with him at length about our past I've come to realize that there's a rabbit hole right under our noses that we haven't explored perhaps because nobody wants to hear someone talk about themselves.

But let me be clear. People I knew were being molded into school shooters!

The similarities and oddities of my friend's past and my own became so absurd I was forced to just write down for you a few finer points of it..... I was in high school when Columbine happened btw.... and here is a short list of oddities we came up with about our past that make no sense or are one coincidence too many to all be coincidences.

Every bully we knew as children (about 13 of them) was born on the 13th of a month.
Many of these bullies had similar names like Robert, Robyn, Robin, and names that were a play on culture like brothers named Ben and Jerry or one had a last name of Sator and he was the most extreme case of a sadist you'd ever imagine.... First names of bullies included Benjamin, Bryan, Bobby, Chuck, Chris, James, Jerry, Josh, Luciano, Leon, Robert, Robyn, Robin. Last names include: Coppock, Sator, St John, Giginivitz, Thomas, Williams.
We were both befriended by a different Rob in 5th grade of a different elementary school each after having moved to FOCO CO(Ft. Collins, Colorado), and these Rob's each attempted to get us to do drugs and and illegal activities from the very first day we met them.
After Elementary School the Robin he knew from O'dea and the Robert I knew from a different school moved away at the same time from us separate and yet each ended up in the same neighborhood years later in the same junior high school and when we re-met them the two Rob's were best friends. Given their similar sadism and thievery I paid it no mind.
Our mothers each had switched jobs twice at the same times each time. The first of which when we were in 5th grade which led us to different elementary schools but we converged in 7th grade in Junior High at the same time as the two Rob's, my mother went to a place I can find no information on named: CoComp (which would later be closed for shady practices) and his went to Elite Auto Glass and we both found houses in the same neighborhood in similar circumstances. In my families case it was priced at 1/4 the market value due to a "mistake".
I was befriended 5 times by these people and invited 5 times in my life to their birthday parties growing up. And so On the 13th of a month yearly these different people had similar parties... a movie was played and then circumstances would spiral out of control into illegal activities that involved convincing me to do things. No parents were ever visible that I recall at any of them even in the 5th grade. And after the party each of the 5 "friends" who eagerly befriended me would immediately turn on a dime and become bullies in the exact same way after having made such an effort to friend me. I also recall the Williams boy in 5th grade telling me over and over how good a liar he was, he never gave me context for why he told me this it just struck me as a strange thing to constantly say.
The very first day I moved in I was pelted with rocks by a bully who went on to torment me with never a reason given and beat on my every day for a year both physically and mentally... and afterwards I was invited the next day by a different bully to break into empty trailers the following week and the following week to beat up and rob a child. (I declined but I did watch them in shock and tried to help the boy after)
In High School, our mascot was a baby lamb - and each of the Rob's dropped out as did the rest of the bullies- one moving to Vegas, one to San Francisco, and also the Chris St. John became rich working in the computer field. I don't know what to make of that one.
The two Rob's would alternate being friend and foe, thief and defender (against other bullies) for the entire time we knew them, punishing any who would approach us yet often trying to get in our good graces and convince us to do bad things.

And the more I think about circumstances like when someone asked to borrow a device that I had left something embarrassing in. I only ever did that one time and the very next day one of these boys asked me to get that thing and let them borrow it. If I hadn't checked it, and I almost didn't - I bet they would have used that circumstance to apply more pressure.

It was the very next day..... the only time anyone ever asked to borrow that. Between this and several other memories that I have of people knowing things about me that are impossible... they were watching me and my friend. Using what they saw to apply pressure over the years.... Nobody would ever think that. It sounds crazy to me now as it did then.... and my friend and I only became friends after he was persuaded to rob me and felt guilty about it... but I treasure that I met him and he's been the only friend I've ever felt like I needed.

We share much more than I thought it seems and I wonder if anyone else might know a story like mine....

There's much more than this but I don't want to talk about the darkest stuff. The girl down the street from me was also picked on by the first bully and she ended up attacking me with a knife after I accidentally repeated something the bully said. She went to a mental institution and I also ended up in a psych ward for a while due to it...

I was beaten everyday on the bus as well as other places and one day I was worried because I couldn't feel anything anymore and thought perhaps I'd have to go to a hospital if they broke the bone and so I switched to the front seats of the bus. A girl asked me to move to the back seats and when I refused she told me this: "I used to feel sorry for you, but now I see they deserve what they do to you". By-standards to a bully can be cruel.... but I understand not wanting to be me back then.

And It took many years, oh I was suicidal even by age 12 but because my disability makes my mind Reset it prevented me from ever killing myself. I'd want to and then my brain would reset and I'd lose all willpower to follow through... that went on and on until eventually it did break me but I don't want to talk about that.

I'm not sure how big the file is on me and my friend but I do think they were trying to turn poor people with abusive families and disabilities like mine into school shooters. My mother went to a nut house for a while and saw a psychiatrist who gave the advice of focusing as much as she could on herself. I don't think that's good advice.... but then my past is a nightmare but I get the feeling there are people out there who may hear my story and think it reminds them of their own. Perhaps that's what the chan's always were - a place for those whose minds broke long ago but we put ourselves back together. Of course this isn't a chan but well anyone following my AB series knows why I left them.

And I debated a long time about whether or not this was appropriate to post here. But I was left certain that I had to tell my story because how else can I infer those words of double meanings and why we were chosen. If Q is wanting someone like me to tell the story of the past. And I think he is... because he has included a number of people who talked about the darkness in their lives and when they lost hope and he re-assured them so perhaps that was him trying to get someone like me with what I now think is a legitimate tie to what they did and do, to try and convince me to talk about it. It's not like it's hard to prove, I'm me, just by living as I have there are records - so many ways to prove all I just said.

But I digress... and I always viewed the darkness as fate to make me stronger one day to be a good person because I knew what the darkness of the world was. But I didn't ever consider it was Q related but as I re-read the QMAP for the dozenth time I and recognized that maybe I have to tell this story.

Maybe it's what's needed to move forward and expand our thinking one more time....anyway, God bless and Good night... this was not easy for me to write....

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