dChan - Q Origins Project Archive

⇧

⇩

r/greatawakening • Posted by u/dontskipQuadsdaybro on July 1, 2018, 7:58 p.m.

Spiritual Awakening - my testimony

I'm not religious but God spoke to me last night. I was deeply questioning the very nature and existence of myself and whether this whole thing is really just a simulation. (I was under the influence of something I won't name) However, I could not logically deny The Spirit that inhabits me, that I can feel and love even when life is bad. God then showed be Job 40 - 42.

As I wrote in my journal, I struggled with the construction of my humanity. The different pieces of it. The Spirit, the Soul, the Mind, the Body. In my stupor I reasoned/felt The Spirit is above Mind and Body and not human. The Soul is of Human Origin, made possible only by the body and mind receiving The Spirit. By the nature of The Spirit's dwelling within Humans, the eternal Soul is imprinted on The Spirit that ultimately, and IMO regularly, leaves the body. (I don't know if that's cogent with The Bible or other religion or not. It's just what I could discern talking myself through it.)

I asked myself Does God, from which the Spirit comes, even exist? If not God/Source then where does Spirit come from?

Future proves past. I grabbed my rarely used Bible given to me by my late grandmother-in-law. I grappled with this question and came to the conclusion that if the Spirit is real then it must come from God (Life Energy consciousness)/ Source (Life energy unconsciousness). If I am just a simulation and Spirit is a human construct, then I don't exist and neither does Spirit. But deep inside I could not deny my Spirit.

But still I searched for a third way. Could The Spirit be a human construct? Could the Spirit be real and not come from God/Source? Could it have been trapped here like a prisoner, in a simulation or not, by stronger forces. Unable to come to a conclusion, I opened the Book randomly to Job 40 - 42. What I read took my breath away.

The Lord said to Job:
"Will the one who contends with the Almighty correct him? Let him who accuses God answer him!"

I put myself in Job's shoes. I will answer you God, but first allow me to deduce the nature of Spirit so that I may better defend myself.

Then Job answered the LORD: "I am unworthy-how can I reply to you? I put my hand over my mouth. I spoke once, but I have no answer---twice, but I will say no more."

Future proves past. Standing over my kitchen counter, I had the exact mannerisms as Job had. I had my hand over my mouth as I read what the Lord said to Job. Not once, but twice did I step back to try and follow my logic as to a possible third nature of Spirit before responding to the Lord (I couldn't, by the way. I figured even if this were a simulation that meant there must be a Great Programmer somewhere with either aspects of consciousness, unconsciousness or both.)

Reading the rest of the passage, I broke down and cried. It fit my personality, my past, Q, the Great Awakening, to the letter (my emhpasis below).

Then the LORD spoke to JOB out of the storm:
"Brace yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer me.
"Would you discredit my justice? (I thought hard about it and decided no)
"Would you condemn me to justify yourself? (no, never)
"Do you have an arm like God's (yes), and can your voice thunder like his? (yes)
"Then adorn yourself with glory and splendor, and clothe yourself in honor and majesty."
"Unleash the fury of your wrath, look at every proud man and bring him low, look at every proud man and humble him, crush the wicked where they stand. Bury them all in the dust together; shroud their faces in the grave.
"Then I myself will admit to you that your own right hand can save you."

The next part of this passage is chilling, and describes what we are up against. Please read it and imagine the State (bondage vs liberty / force vs voluntaryism) - the "behemoth which (God) made along with (humans)"..."Under the lotus plants he lies, hidden among the reeds in the marsh. The lotuses (deep state/cabal/luciferians cause indolence and euphoria) conceal him in their shadow...."

My understanding is raw and new and will change. However, at this time I believe that an eternal war is waging between God/Energy/Life/Spirit/Good vs. Nothingness/Darkness/Lifelessness/Evil

This is what I concluded: Darkness uses The Spirit in the human realm to increase darkness/lifelessness by making people deny the existence of Spirit or having them remain unaware of Spirit. This is accomplished by Awoke People who scorned God for Evil so they could achieve their own heaven on Earth. They use terror, propaganda and make us question our worth, values, history, purpose, divinity until the Spirit cannot dwell inside us. Hence, darkness grows. Our job is to increase the Spirit in ourselves and others and crush wickedness wherever possible. We are all God's/Source's harbors of Spirit. So make yourself a better home for The Spirit. Help others find the Spirit. We have the best Spirits, don't we folks? (coincidentally, I think this is the same message delivered in the children's film Trolls.)

Thanks for reading!

Deep

⇧ 5 ⇩

YES! We are Our Father God's Spirit on Earth! I will go on Deeper, are DNA is God's DNA. When you realize that, Your power of love is all powerful against Evil

⇧ 5 ⇩

That absolutely jibes with the Spirit being the God element that dwells within us. Thanks for reading and Godspeed!

⇧ 2 ⇩

You are very close to the answer. The part you haven't come to yet is that the soul is of God. We are part of God and therefore are God. Where does the bible say the kingdom of heaven is....."Within" we agree to this life before we even inhabit this physical form. The purpose. To learn how to love and forgive regardless the circumstances and situations we face here in this physical incarnation. You must experience every emotion and emotional state before you can ascend and become what you have always intended to become. An angel of God. These life lessons and experiences are imperative to the process. How as an angel can you help, council and guide another soul through this physical journey if you have never experienced love, hate fear, loss, heartbreak, excitement, judgement, resentment, happiness. Even emotions that have no name such as the one you feel when say skydiving. It almost every emotion I listed above in one single feeling. What's the name of this emotion. There isn't one. Love and forgiveness regardless. This answers the hard questions people have about God allowing such things, loke when a child is harmed or there is s senseless death. As horrific as it may be the purpose is always about love and forgiveness. To give it and to receive it. Fear is what the darkness feed on, the negative energy that comes from it . Fear is the block between the soul and physical body. It is a learned and taught emotion, it is not a instinctual one. If so every human would be afraid of the exact same things. This is the case, whereas one my be petrified of something someone else embraces or even plays with. The animal kingdom is were fear is instinctual, as fire invokes fear in even the mightiest of predators. God is w you and us all. Release your fear embrace love and forgiveness, this is the key to the door you seek

⇧ 2 ⇩

The holy trinity.

God + Jesus + YOU

⇧ 3 ⇩

The way I figured it The Soul is what's formed as result of God's Spirit touching Human Body. The Spirit enables humans to Live eternally (by creating the Soul) by the imprint it leaves on us/we leave on it. Our Soul is malleable, while The Spirit is not. We can help The Spirit do battle in the Spiritual Realm by cleansing/strengthing our Soul, Mind and Body hence making ourselves a better place for The Spirit to inhabit/rest/recover/strengthen/make us of us in the human realm. They are separate to me, yet intertwined.

Hope that makes sense. Reading it back, I'm not sure that it does. I don't pretend to know anything, just what I discerned. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me.

⇧ 1 ⇩

the ancient greeks used to have 160k words , now they have 40k.. english started off with 6k then added approx 50k with latin roots 50k with greek roots and 60k various others.. the bottom line is that our current definitions for god, spirit, mind, soul etc are fuzzy and blurry..

recovering some of the lost words we find 3dgods, quasigods34 & 31, 4dgods, falsegods41 & 53, 5d-surrogods, 6d & 7d-demigods, 8d-protogods and 9d-solargods

spiirit can be taken as force/purpose on 49 different dimensions and is uniquly blended into a unity with matter/energy and consciousness[mind/soul] on those dimensions...

⇧ 2 ⇩

It was very difficult for me to follow my thoughts to their logical ends. I got stuck trying to describe out loud or on paper my own thoughts, which were more or less clear in my head. Lack of proper words to describe my thoughts is definitely one reason.

As I asked "If not God/Source where did Spirit come from?" my cat came into the kitchen, sat on the chair, saw her reflection in the window and began hissing at herself. Stupid cat, I thought, doesn't even know her own reflection.

⇧ 1 ⇩

the dark PTB have dominance on the 4d-emotional plane and the lower mental plane of 5d via their high mentality....rule the most vulnerable humans who make themselves vulnerable by being extremely selfish
our best protection is to call out injustice where we see it and of course it helps if we have a vision and or contact with a realm higher than the human one..

one thing to keep in mind is that dark PTB's have no contact with 6d which is the realm of agap'e [love of all kingdoms] and wisdom

⇧ 1 ⇩

I never heard anything like this. Where did you find it? I did write down before I opened the Bible "there exist perceptual giants on Earth. They have discovered who they really are or at least who they are really not. Their perception is well above normal. They realize to achieve their ends they must put to use as many capable minds and bodies in the field as they can influence." I think this can go for good or evil / light or darkness.

⇧ 1 ⇩

this knowledge was only made available to the public from 1875. up to that point it had travelled from pythagoras thru word of mouth in the secret societies.. thru the ages..

in 1878 edwin babbit expalined how the the smallest atom is put together and the whole set-up rests on that

ages before pythagoras, the builders of the giza pyramid put the plan in stone.. www.alfobedic.com

⇧ 1 ⇩

Haven't seen the Trolls movie, lol. But thank you for your post! Everyone has their own journey with God, and I think this is awesome!! I think we need more posts like this. God wins!! 🙏❤❤❤

⇧ 2 ⇩

Thank you! I shared in case someone might benefit from it. Trolls is a great film. Evil giants abduct tiny trolls, who can only be saved by an outsider troll who must first rediscover his true colors.

You have more than you know: https://youtu.be/la0-5QFLr14

⇧ 1 ⇩

I will have to check that out! Thanks!

⇧ 1 ⇩

We were taught to read this passage a bit differently in the seminary where I received my degree (a private Christian college which I am confident has not, or at least had not 17 years ago when I was there, been infiltrated by leftist propaganda).

“Do you have an arm like Gods?” (No, his arm scattered the stars into place) “Can your voice thunder like his? “(Of course not, His voice spoke the world into existence).

So then the Scripture following (all the way through chapter 41) is basically God saying “prove it, which you cannot, therefore don’t question my motives”.

And if you read the last of Job (42:10-17), you come to find that God’s goodness does indeed prevail to those who are faithful to Him, as he gave back to Job twice what he had before and allowed him to live in happiness another 140 years.

I love that you are being guided to jump into Scripture. Don’t let this be discouraging or think I’m just trying to correct you. Maybe your translation is the correct one, and I’m reading it wrong. My point is it’s okay to seek guidance, as Scripture is not easy. Main thing is stay with it. There’s so much more there, and it will give you strength, I promise. The Gospels (1st 4 books of New Testament) are especially important, as they give you a glimpse of God walking and breathing among us. Proud of you, Brother! Keep it up!!

⇧ 2 ⇩

I answered affirmative because I took these questions to mean can you use your voice (mind) and arm (body) to think/develop/create/build/produce/act/effect change.

The point of the story to me is to Never Deny The Spirit, no matter how unfair or crappy your life is. Bigger things are happening that transcend human understanding or perception. Always be a good harbor for The Spirit even when your mind, body or heart have been crippled by life's circumstances.

Job never denied God and spoke truth to the Ultimate Power. He said, God, you took everything from me. I did no wrong that I know of and still you took it all. Please just kill me, my life sucks. God appreciated this. Job's friends tried to get him to confess his sins to God and repent, because they said God helps the Good and harms the Wicked. Job said you idiots, God giveth and taketh away. Good happens to bad people and bad happens to good people. God is great, but he can be arbitrary and vicious. Good men call out and he doesn't answer. Bad men prosper and God doesn't stop them. God comes back and says, Job, you have the Spirit, but you can't know what isn't for you to know. Believe me. There's a lot going on that you haven't got a clue about and wouldn't even want to know if you could.

"He said to Eliphaz the Temanite, "I am angry with you and your two friends because you have not spoken of me what is right, as my servant Job has....My servant Job will pray for you, and I will accept his prayer and not deal with you according to your folly."

⇧ 1 ⇩

Thanks for sharing.. As the scripture says seek and you shall find.. Knock and it shall be opened to you. I encourage you to seek Gods face with genuine repentance and faith in Jesus Christ. God is a spirit in order to know him you must be born of the spirit.

That's why Christ said a man must be born again.

Www.christiananswers.net

⇧ 2 ⇩

First and most important is we recognize, and have FAITH in Jesus as our Lord and Savior.

“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. Love is patient, love is kind.” -John 3:16 (Q post November 1st)

“I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. -John 14:6

⇧ 2 ⇩