okay america

this is probably not that consequential

and worthless

but i typed it out so i will go ahead and hit send

maybe i will hit a amateur geneologist with my compaint

if you do this stuff for real

you know what i am talking about

the files are a mess

and the "companies" could fix it.

>>12736469 lb

I am Kid Ward.

America won't forget.

The birth of a New Republic.

A Ward.

A guardian.

I protect.

I go back to the McBhaird clan of Scotland.

The McBhaird branched into Ward, Warden, Wardle.

The McBhairds are bards.

Bards are important.

A bard is a poet.

A bard is a musician.

I am a Ward, a McBhaid.

I am, historically, a Bard to the McCloud family.

The trump scottish clan.

only based on surname

my paternal DNA is fishy.

like one website says it will connect you through ancestry to there people

you can type in trump or clinton and see if you are related

i think it is just that the website sucks

soo

i need to do a bit more STR testing

if you don't know

i ddn't either

they are like important markers

the more you test, the more expensive the test

and the more you test

the better you can <100%dna

this ancestry stuff is sketchy

i can tell you

I have put in information to ancestry just to store a <possibleconnection

and then people start to copy it

and it has become established on ancestry

that someone is ancestor

and they are not

like I have one dude on my moms side

and familytreedna which does STR testing and family surname study and stuff

they say this one dude is NOT my paternal father

a bunch of people with the surname Justice, do not descend from the Justice families of America. just is. nobody knows.

It is called a non-paternal event.

aka a late night barn romp with the neighbor?

i dunno.

anyway

everyone on ancestry thinks this like super badass guy is their ancestor.

it all ties into their "cherokee ancestry" that don't exist lol

anyway, yea, it is like a revolutionary war hero who married a famous native american woman

i am sure it is real easy to click "add relative" because it is in the "community genealogy tree"

but I promise

there are hundred of people that think they are related to

look here is the problem

ancestry feeds on giving the people "false ancestry"

they want you excited

so they let it go..

the dude that ancestry says is my great whatrever grandfahter is badass and a revolutionary soldier and shit right? comes from the shores and shit.

I am not saying that is not my family.

It is just that, it isn't any of these peoples family

and i can check that on familytreeDNA

why won't ancestry update on FACT?

Why do i have to go against the ancestry algorithm to get the right story?

anyway. this is who ancestry says i was related too.

of course people are easily clicking it and smiling their parents were in the revolution and stuff

but listen

they were not, they could have been, but that isn't yo daddy america

and i found it in several places

so it is everyone

fi you have never used ancestry.

it "recommends" a relative

you can accept it

and build a family tree this way

but it is fake

and you have fake ancestors

that are super cool

but they are not your ancestors lol

https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/29273966/moses-justus

i am gonna share this again

I have to tell America something.

what the fuck

I cant just say i am a schizo with a keyboard and I am running the country

it don't work quite that easy

so

if anyone wants to review this as good / bad for official release

on why the hell a schizo in a trance state is planning a new republic on behalf of their tax dollars and armed forces

it may sound funny

but i have to just keep it simple

it is a bit crazy to me too

but i feel fine

i am articulating well

i am not writing a book

but i am not drowning in an ocean of psyhological delusion either

anyway if you have anything else that might be better than this let me know

i just one <1document on the issue

rather than trying to show the public 101 things ways of thinking about my <jobas sick vs. able.

that is a bad place for them to be.

they just need to understand I have trance states and it helps me articulate a vision for the future in which a <more inclusive democractic societycan flourish, likely in the form of a Constitutional Republic again.

Okay.

THat is all. I just don't people thinking about <<<my experiences>>because they read about it on a facebook article or saw a meme

any real adult

that wants to know

why a kid with trances

is running the country

should be able to collect from this the necessary data to go on and look further if they want.

i didn't read it .

but it is university shit, makes sense, i dont have to read it

if i want to read something for myself i will access <originalknowledge from proper <source>, text or being.

i need to give people something to help them understand who I am

not help them understand my understanding

it is a big difference.

https://www.laits.utexas.edu/sami/diehtu/siida/shaman/trans.htm

>>12736801

i always talk about kids i don't have

but i am planning a country

i actually have gotten alot of credit for my parenting stuff

which is funny

cause i have no kids

but if i want to consider planning for the next seven generations

i gotta think of.. the future.

duh

so i found myself planning america

and getting the boy baby bug

people say only women get <baby bug>

but I have it

like I am busy

I dont want kids

I dont want to wipe their ass or anything

i hate freud

i want to <reducefreudian complex with <proper> interaction.

you see

parents actually seek attention from the infant

they say goo goo gah gah

and want the kid to react

they think they are teaching it or something

people are natural right

but they are <not>

they are reading it in a book

the history of parenting on Earth..

well

i think the kids used to run around the jungle with lions and tigers and bears

they didn't worry about a helmet on their bike

or skinning their knee

i grew up right on the edge

it was all around me though

my family was pretty helicopter, but not shelter

alot of families helicopter and shelter

this builds that freud crap

you teach your kid attention seeking behavior because you want to goo-goo gah-gah with them, but they just mirror it.

see mirror neuron [science]

see mirror neuron + autism [science]

okay. so people are not bad for playing goo-goo gah gah and too many games with kids. it just is not the best parenting advice for emotional health of the adult child.

you want to guide your children towards a value system that is proper

but allow society to treat your child's health

it is okay for the uncle in a tribe to spank a kid

right?

all the kids run around

and all the moms watch out

and all the moms are moms to the kids

and all the kids and kids to the moms

anyway.

here is the deal

these psychology people are not wrong

but everyone is trying to treat freudian disorders or complex

without realizing where they come from

DAMMIT MOMMY

i hate it

it won't go away

i love my mother

what in the hell am i gonna do about it?

ya know

i tried to hate her for being mean to me about my schizo self and always treating me like a child

but i cant not love my mother

i am attached somehwere

i don't say that to be a sissy

i say that cause i ain't really attached to much

i like things

but i don't worry when they go missing or break

i fried a couple mother boards a few months ago

i just worked on it

some people woulda thrown that shit across the room

fucking little screws and boards and shit dnt fit where it is supposed to

i know enough about building a computer to fuck it up

either way

it didn't hurt <emotionally>

i wasn't <upsetcause i live on disability and couldnt afford a new mother board and shit.

i am impatient

i had to wait a couple days

but i didn't <go through anything>

that is one way to know you are not too attached.

if you lose your i-phone and freak out

i don't care what your freaking out about

or how important your call was

if you are freaking out cause your phone is gone or you credit card is missing

that is stupid

stupid okay

if your shit is missing or stolen

you either look for it or call someone

tell them what happened

it is all you can do

you cannot make a missing item reappear

and no matter how many times you tell someone how upset you are and how you are freaking out and don't know what you are gonna do cause the world is crumbling around you

okay. loss of i-phone should not cause emotional distress.

inconvient, a bit cranky over the lack of convenience or missed meeting

but you don't go around telling everyone on your friends list and messaging them OMG I LOST MY PHONE! BLAH BLAH BLAH

grow up people.

that is called an energy vampire

if someone is bitching at me about everything bad in their life all the time and doesn't know what to do about it … ever and it is just the <statethey live in… called a life of drama.

i can't do it.

it will suck the soul right out of you

those are energy vampires

you don't have to listen to that

people just take it

instead of saying

"that sucks, what are you gonna do about it?"

i seriously

i can hear it

i want to complain when something happens to me

but if i hear the same complaint 10 times over 3 days from the same person

i don't know

i cant handle it

they are <usingme.

they are sucking from me because I let them.

if i am honest

they will be my friend and quit

or they will get angry

and become parasitic elsewhere.

>>12736987

yes

and you didn't read it.

why bother wasting your time an activity such as this?

what is the productive value?

do you wish to take down what I wrote even though you did not even have time to read it before you responded?

>>12737207

yes

i do that

you wrote very little

good conversation friend>>12737207