>>20307001 (pb)
>How about Mirtazapine?
if you're still there, personally, i had hallucinations from it, it didn't bother me too much because i've done a LOT of shit XD but like, i saw a skull in the roof before i fell asleep, i dunno, if hallucinations don't bother you, then maybe? ;D
the thing is this, feeling bad is natural, like life as it is right now fucking sucks, anyone telling you anything else is either lying or an idiot ;D if it feels like too much, personally i prefer weed and/or DMT, but if you don't want that and if you'd rather trust "medication", like personally i think you should find a nice hobby and try to ignore the rest and focus most/all your energy on that and just think on the rest as necessary evils to let you do your thing
honestly, the reason you feel bad is because you know it can be better, so really, really try to make it better, try to find new friends or a new hobby, if you absolutely can't stand it either way, then fuck it, i think SSRIs are among the worst, Mirtazapine, like i said, i got hallucinations from it (and i didn't stay on it that long, i had a friend who did it and gained like 20 pounds, but eh.. he turned out alright, even though he's bluepilled as fuck, but he always was ;) )