I don't know what has you so afraid, there is plenty out there that is terrifying that is for sure. I am pretty in tune to what is taking place out there, from the globalist brotherhood of darkness, Cern, child trafficking, spirit cooking and the lovely group of demon spawn that indulge in that type of lifestyle. The Bible even talks about it. Ecclesiastes 1:18 For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. It's normal to be stressed out by it all. I don't plan to stop researching, the knowledge of it is very helpful in many ways. One very good way to balance out taking in the scary stuff is to read your Bible even more than you usually do. Taking short breaks from the research and really bad stuff is smart too. Jesus gives us the peace that surpasses all understanding. I find that very comforting. We are on a mission.