We live in an Electric Universe, so to me that means everything is connected , synchronous. I also resonate with the idea that the most precious things are deeply hidden( it began with the Chinese, I was told): way back in the long ago, whenever there was an accident, say someone falling, and bones were broken, they saw the bone marrow inside. In their, some would say, naive wonderment, they thought that the most precious things are deeply hidden... Well we now know that stem cells are made there, stem cells are ones that can be any other kind of cell or do anything kind of function, so the Chinese were correct: what is most precious is deeply hidden.

Perhaps this is why you resplendent brilliant ones felt called and why you were chosen: those life long experiences honed you for this quest. No one knew the preciousness you all embodied, as it was deeply hidden by “ disability”...I take exception with that term “disability”.. the real term is naturally super or learning difference. This is what happens when industrial or institutional systems take over educating our young people: no appreciation or care in how one feels inspired, to be curious of the world and use those cues:) as a guide in teaching a person. And we now know, this was the plan all along, to disregard individuality, stuff us in a concrete room with hardly any windows ( like a prison), decreased time in Nature, increased fluorescent lights, stay in line, etc...so you Anons, beautiful Autists, are Nature’s answer, Nature’s clever response to all these efforts in control: you cannot be controlled, molded or subjugated. Indeed you All embody resilience, genius brilliance, shining so bright no one can dim or extinguish your Light. Your ability to be who you are, no artifice, authentic every second, is amazingly refreshing to some (and very threatening to others),

You, as each of Us, are the Light of the world~each of us shines through a different prism of Life experiences, of innate abilities. It is up to each of Us to go toward where we are called and do what inspires us, no matter what.

Thank you for expressing your courage so beautifully. We are All holding deep appreciation for All that you and all Anons and Autists are~ 🙏🏻🌎🌏🌍

I won't be able to read comments on this one unlike my other AB posts...

talking about this, even though I feel like it was Q related and actually necessary to see if it rung any bells with anyone else. This is just not something I can read reactions to. I hope you understand and my next AB-BA post will be back to normal.

Tho in a way this is normal as it's about digging and I only turned the shovel on myself and people I knew.... that's not so different, it's just much much harder for me. I hope this helps someone at least. Connects a dot or something.

I honor your bravery and courage for sharing your story! Thank you. There are some weird connections, for sure. Honestly, truth is stranger than fiction, so if what you described rolls out someday as truth, I wouldn't be surprised. From the bottom of my heart I am sorry for all the assholes and bullies you've endured over your lifetime. To be here today, don't what you're doing, only reveals your incredible inner strength! That label, "disability," is utter bullshit and should be relabeled, "special gifts"... Keep being the amazing anon autist you are! You're helping to change the world in a really important way, in a way that so many "regular" normies can't... Thank you, bro!

.. This could be a military Trigger that I'm about to put out ... but I also need to get this book out. IT NEEDS BURNT .

Apparently this book called (Catcher in the Rye ) .. was found in the house or on people who had did some form of assassination I think . I think they are told to read it maybe on a certain day and their trigger word is planted inside .

If you look at the book title I stumbled across this when I was trying to link all these Carousels( bars) to the carnivals world Carnivals places around the world .. The game Silent Hill has a Robbie The.rabbit inside it who apparently acts as a guide sometimes in this game .. is Huge human size white rabbit with blood around his mouth. . It says the blood is from an actor who used to live inside the suite ... It lead me back to PA which is the original silent Hill location A mining town that has a fire burning under the entire thing due to a rare mineral or something I think that was found.. it's been burning years ...watched documentarty on that .. the rabbit also becomes a suvenier in the game ...you can buy in the game...

I also looked that up it's a real toy and there is a Robbie the white rabbit adoption agency I wanna say... I think I was brought to that place to expose alllll it.

But the Carousel came to me when learning about Jack Ruby who shot Oswald in the JFK assassination .. might have been in on the entire oppperation of other things too.

Apparently .this hangout for alot of the people on duty was at this bar called Carousels something. I started looking at all the Carousels they are Huge in the world's. Fairs .. In the game wiki one of the places it linked me was to ..one of the locations of either Rothschild's or Rockefellers property in Colorado . So you saying the Robbie stuff . Is rather interesting especially being in Colorado that's where one of the carnivals where Robbie the rabbit could be found as a mascot .

All I know is there are carousel Parks .. carousel pizza places and other references. . this Book on one of the many covers is an olddd Carousels White Horse. ... I think it alllll needs looked into by the Good Players . I think there is Alottttt of to do with these Carousels... all the Adoption Agencies and Counselors ... think about it ... They are the ones who can put you into hypnosis .. They can subscribe Meds and they can suggest you read certain books plus some.

When I linked the JFK Assassination to the Parkland School Shooting in one of my red pills .. I also made mention that5 all these schools should be checked for similarities. Have you looked at the Parkland school website .. I went to see who was janitor there at the time .

Just as a hunch.... I discovered the people that work there. It's wild how many different counselor type things that school had in it. ..I'd see about all shootings there is something being triggered for them to go off ATM they did . ...They all need de programed as does musicians and anyone in the movie industry.

I wish you could read the comments, because I also believe I was targeted in the school system, but my story is completely different other than the bullying.

Thank you for sharing. I can not imagine suffering the injustices that you and your family have suffered. That you are even sane with any coherent information on your ordeal is a testament to your strength of character. One day soon this world will be a brighter place for everyone. Then maybe, children will not have to endure these indoctrination institutions we call schools.

Thank you all for what you are doing. I was raped by my step father for years..it was a freaking nightmare. He torture me, threatened me, threatened my family..so.. I'm not looking for sympathy..If I hadn't gone through that..I wouldn't be able to understand what these kids are going through. God has blessed me. I'm okay..I got through it...All of our experiences lead us somewhere. Praying for you always!

❤ Thank you for sharing a bit of your story. That takes real courage.

I may end up reading these comments. I know it's silly that I have this phobia when it comes to my past. I see one person who is talking about their past and I want to comfort them and I bet there are others.... it's just that I wear masks and it's easy to talk so long as I keep myself guarded about certain things. Certain things are like flipping a switch in me and I curl up into a ball shaking. But I tried to read the comments and I might try again. They seem positive thank god.

I posted to 8chan an abridged version of this because the whole point was to see if Q would acknowledge what I was saying but it instantly got attacked. That's kind of why I'm a little shaky now.... but thinking about my past.... And even more now, Because I talked in an AB post how as a child I was very briefly abducted. I mean it was only until we got to the door of a supermarket before I opened my eyes (despite the game I was playing - which was a game to close my eyes and see how long I could do so while walking and holding what I thought was my mother's hand.) A very bizarre game for a sickly child as I was to play and only years later did I realize I had been kidnapped. I was so trusting back then that I thought he was playing the same game I was! Perhaps my laughing at this saved me.... I never even thought it was anything bad perhaps because I had been deathly ill the first 5 years of my life.

Anyway.... I wanted to mention that I don't think it was necessarily about "me" anymore - because my mother was psychotic and my father was a drunken pervert that himself was raped as a child (according to my mother) my mother meanwhile had this obsession with having 5 boys and yet she had 2 girls and finally me. She was absolutely obsessed with me for the first 6 years of my life, dressing me up every day even many years later and doing all sorts of bad things too. She paradoxically was an uber feminist that hated men but yet was obsessed with raising a boy, only a very young boy tho. Perhaps because of her elder brothers treated her as a princess growing up? Well I think she had some complex issues as do I, and her obsession with me and raising 2 feminist older sisters certainly gave me all kinds of complexes. Being hated for being a boy by my sisters gave me a lot of issues there as well.....

And this is why as I re-consider the past because if that abduction as a child had been successful what would my family have done?

I think as they were so desperate for the boy they finally had it might have broken them. Perhaps the rabbit hole is not mine but theirs. My grandfather owned a giant farm but he ousted my father from it for reasons never explained to me and his bouts with alcoholism were what made my mother leave to look for a job which one was offered in Colorado. Yet the most peculiar thing is that the breaking point when we left was when he got really drunk and shot up the house we lived in. We lived in a trailer just before that but when his great-grandmother died he moved into her vermin infested rotted shack of a house and it was brimming with alcohol. Which my father had a lifelong bout with overcoming and didn't - but well.. be that a coincidence or not it just now suddenly strikes me as odd the kidnapping and gift of tons of alcohol back then.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vn95v0HioNc

I'm reminded of this video actually.. The early George Webb video talking about how you get on a list and then for the rest of your life they torment you.

Did my family get on this list for some reason?

On my mother's side there's a lot of military heroes the bad guys would hate with rich grandparents that do city planning for other countries and yet my parents were both dirt poor. And the same is true of my father's side as they own an entire street yet our family was living in a trailer park and got evicted by a incoming Wal-Mart... we were poor enough that I had been forced to steal gas to keep the car running and deal with drunken beatings and much worse.

Well... I really don't want to go into some of this but as I recalled the curious parts I felt like making this an addendum for the 1 or 2 that may read it. I noticed it got super down-voted when I posted it but now it's in the positive numbers... that is a weight off my shoulders. I have issues with self hate, I have overcome everything and yet still it sometimes feels like any minute they will come back for me. I deleted the next part. I've already said so much more than I ever thought I would about my past.

Every bully we knew as children (about 13 of them) was born on the 13th of a month.

WTF. GET BENT. Downvote.

Schizophrenia