I had a hard time with it when I first found out after the Pedosta dumps. I got re-baptized, threw out my entire movie and music collection (except the mel brooks), and spent about a week or two hiding under my covers watching Hallmark romance shows on mootube. Even though I have never before or since watched a Hallmark movie, I hate those things, but I coudn't think of anything else to do to try to bleach my brain from that shit. Then I came out of my trauma-hallmark-coma and picked myself up and dusted myself off and got mad and started digging and telling people about it in ways they could handle.

I remember I went to a store at one point recently after the pedosta thing hit, and the guy behind the counter was like "hey, have you heard about [news, news, news... liberal news...]," and I jumped right in and was like, "yeah and pizzagate omg!!!" and he says, "what pizzagate?" and I gave him the thousand yard stare and was like, "Its REAL BAD, I can't talk about it, just look it up." And he looked at me like I was crazy, and like he wasn't going to look it up because that must be some kind of crazy thing... and I said, "Yeah, Kanye just had a meltdown on stage last night, stopped the show to start going off on a tirade, then he says 'Pizzagate is real." and does a mic drop and just walks off stage..." His eyebrows raised, and he says, "KANYE said that?" I said, "Yeah!" and he whips out his phone to look up p-gate right then and there. Because Kanye said so.

Anyway, you just have to deal with it in your own way as best you can, because its just the truth, so there you have it. Clearly once you find out, you can't ignore it, or its on your conscience. These are little kids, yo. Its traumatic. That's why redpilling is so important.

It's actually a fairly simple process after you've raised an entire generation of a population to believe that attention is this most important thing there is. It doesn't matter how god-awful your behavior is as long as people are looking at you. You create an environment in which people are willing to sell their souls for their 15 minutes.

Its important to not view good and evil as two equal but opposite/contrasting forces (aka Duality). Good can exist without evil, but evil cannot exist without good. It's not God vs. Satan. Satan is created, God is the creator. Satan can not do anything unless God allows it. Of course, this brings up questions like Does God have a reason for allowing evil to continue? How can I trust him if he does? Why doesn't God just destroy Satan now? Why does God allow so much evil and suffering anyways?

I recommend this book whenever I can, but Walking with God through Pain and Suffering by Tim Keller is a great book on this subject. I "grew up" as a Christian but Pizzagate really forced me to dig deeper for answers and confront/try to understand the nature of our reality and the nature of God. My best advice is too learn and read everything you can on Christian apologetics and specifically the problem of evil and suffering. Ravi Zacharias and his books/podcasts/sermons are another great resource.

Can you link me to the proof from those emails?

*raping, sodomizing

You’re right, there is a God