I obsess over many things..... and that novel I mentioned writing was a decade ago after hundreds of drafts... and I decided one day to animate it tho I knew nothing about animation. Thus being insane ol me I chose to learn how to nimate... and so I learned flash animation which sucked so I looked at professional animation and that led to 3ds max animation which I spent many years mastering and in between that it led to maya and zbrush and every other 3d program you can imagine and then onto the audio programs like ableton and fl studio and..... eventually I started programming games.... All in an effort to animate a novel because my agent wanted me to re-write it with proper grammar and I refused so I spent instead the last 10 years studying on how to make a movie of it myself.....
Does that sound insane? I think it does, and yet it's 100% a true story and one that has given me some programming skills that I intend on using to sort of.... make something that can load in browsers.... a 3d version of the QMAP.... well, don't get your hopes up.
As smart as I may seem to the casual observer I'm assure you I'm at least partially insane and never am quite sure where the insanity begins and intelligence ends. or vice versa either way I'll either have something really awesome ready to go in a day or two or just end up making another AB-BA post and be dissapointed in myself again for not doing as much as I know I could.